my soldier
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'Holy war might heal ones soul but it kills mine why bleed your neighbours why people lose mind running looking for the better place but that place is just here my love
Better to think about the ocean about the lingering trees the green fields and maybe about unusual star bright it is tonight and by bonfire we make more sense while we do not talk we sing songs of old days of flying time all your dreams might come true if you only wish it though you have to be good only one single thing though it is not always easy I would tell you a story but is too long so sing if you can listen if you can not though love always love
In the shadows of the falling rain we would be falling as if birds and the rain will be the rainbow in the secret of life he guards me and my heart falls into his I will miss forever even though you always near me kiss of life dedications of the rain love in the forest of green sun falls deep and echo of the sea is deep of the shadows that merge the existence
The war is a very difficult thing the only thing you can do is think and even seams no one can help you someone will or better hope for it...'
'pages heavy the train fast and love in the heart o my angels flying around in the fields beside and I love the mountains river flowing o how deep o how deep my angels around our mind in circles love me love I love you never enough and now back to the falling autumn of yellow time for the carnival prepare myself and you to meet in the city of black angels how beauty can be pain though feet needs to dance and you love the merging word of you though shall your tear do not fall upon your neck shall these clouds come like the sun of yellow and yellow leaves fall of love so beside the mentality rain I scream I need to dance so in vain and bleed my love of you in that forest I dance among cheeps of sandy hair I love the bleeding colour of you self-protecting poison do not die so just die love die tonight and my red card is love for you your red rob is a glance for you my angel in the city of black angels so divine is this sky so divine now to live now to dance will you come tonight will I see you face tonight its for you no falling merged moon is blue now just like the river and my existence
I love to lose this dance alone in the fields in the serving love of autumn and blood bleeds like wine you swallow the red you wade mountains sharp I bleed a heart so deep we merging in the city of black angels we always melt time only time never stops do you stop me…and in that city the palace stood within the bridge of ropes reeling slightly as if the bridge and the crow flew by o love me and hold me here upon this rocking platform the quiet are coming so in the melting fall I wear the white dress and mask volto in shining black and beady bag so dance all night but I can not find your eyes my blue flower of rue I need to dance tonight and I hope I will see your eyes tonight again and tree soldiers comes to me in blue as in time with my thoughts as blue eyes comes to me in the black angel city you need only a demon and he will come so we dance in this symphony and moon light comes in into the hall and so miracle majestic what a night valse with me love forever and the lady came with glass fen and said to me ‘I know what you mean’ her eyes where covered in white grey guipure and suddenly drake the great pirate merged in my face I was dancing still in the dusty mist and my cigarette was ashing
around my dress and the moon light shone through the window I love you still thought maybe I meet you yesterday in the green forest though your blue eyes sounds better in yellow fields shines so in beauty like angels of white in the city of black angels so dance I know I will see you tonight upon the bridge you whisper so rocking as if and I run out side beside the bridge and you standing my soldier love and near the kiss but the bridge falls rockingly o god so much dust here good it is not high but the sound did not disturb quests so we could kiss and jump quickly for a lovely dance I love you and I miss you my soldier in white so beautiful my dress has your slight blood how we love to fall sometimes and dance in the moon light…she lost her mind look dances in the corner while everyone is looking let dance together all…and the clouds gathered so in the colour of the night so beautiful and someone come to us dressed in green and asked us to dance so in his heart tremble as Leonardo liked to drink though more to dance but she agreed just only for one song and he was already chatting other ladies was trying his way to that one dancing alone but she grabbed his hand his hair were so long
and so beautiful so adorable he had glasses upon his face but still you could see his eyes so blue shining for my heart so we danced in the deep rivers blue and green and I know the flow of the existence and I love it the price of existence and the merging sky how deep I remember when I first time saw you in the blue clouds I knew I love you already and so this river flows and we dance as if birds upon flying slightly and the violin sound touches the our existence everyone is looking at us and so we better fall invisible leave the place but more people around us and we dance as too many here but never too many always crows bewildered me the sound music of their whispers who else came here I do not really can see only feel but I guess many as long as piano plays so in this beauty as long as we dance all existence all autumns and summers I will love you forever my white angel in the city of black angels and yes they flew in through the broken bridge as if black birds soo beautiful for the one to see as if black horses landed from the sky too and became white angels as white symbol of death danced upon the dance floor love this view because it is so beautiful so wonderful so beautiful so wonderful…
now run to drink some champagne it is so great my mentality is melting slowly I am flying now in my mind all is merging so in the melted rain I will love you here all night you said and he whispered another cried so great is this night so beautiful the bird is singing the song o love…
and here is a mirror in a golden frame take this bow I mean he meant take his hand and they drew together a sign as if a lake opened in a middle of the mirror and tears run down this surface and so we kissed in sorrow and in this beautiful sadness in the souly breeze of love of the flowing rivers love I love you…mind is beautiful creation of god love is to escape from thinking not only of course we all need love dance and sing…and wind blows so fast birds even faster o god I love you in this sky beautiful dark night moonlight is singing shall morning waits a little longer the dance is still on and the music is divinity and peace in once heart love love us…o sinner never cross our way become good become angels become love…I love you once more again…and birds are flying in the sky….love love …dove dove….
so they run searching for us through the palace and we fly out as if birds as nobody saw us and we run through the forests so great is this night o now this is love…
the quests stayed and danced for a while but when they had to leave they did not know that the bridge was broken so they fell so no not so deep but into the web into the most beautiful web so they laughed they stood back and run into the forest and danced again and again so beautiful is this night…
In one moment we even where faraway but we still heard the screaming of the crowds but we were kissing at this point I started to run again and you after until we reached the valley of the fallen star and slightly sunk into the sand down the in two was amazing as he still was able to kiss me while we were falling o it is to late lets run to the river house and have more champagne the crowds might have lost but still they might find us there And the river house is amazing full of pompy decorations very old details very merging mind good atmosphere good sensational view and the most beautiful bedroom upstairs baldachin as if Italian wave of white veil and you could take a part of good sleep but then the morning comes the sun shines so in bright embraces all most visible sharp thing that creates the illusion of heaven or even cloudy sky as if rainbow rain and your soul sings the song
Though this morning late morning was different he was gone and other friends were still asleep so she came outside to watch the river waves and she was watching it for a good while closing her eyes closing the shore in her mind as how to open the most beautiful flow and the wave hit her in the melody of the wind and she rises her head and for one second she could not believe the she thought she thought it a ghost but after another second she saw him in the boat standing and holding sail as if it was a flag well on the top of it it was a flag of France waving in the air melting my heart and I could see his eyes again in the beauty of the morning
And I though where we could sail now through the forests of green to the ocean love I love to be near you your long hair brushed of the wind and so adorable to watch you from the shore as it seems that the sea is coming to me with the wind was caring his white shirt as if waves were in wrap of him he looked as if from another time and so real as if another time came to me or maybe to us but of course even though his mission was love somebody needed to fix the broken bridge broken hearts and wounds to heal the falling rain could heal my soul as this beauty is pain profoundly waving my heart as I stood up and still could not believe this view the ship looked as if golden in the morning sun and the cold wind passed by us and his was one thing to touch with a wing and love this is so marvellous so profound is this river wind now
So he took my hand as I was a lady and we will be perfectly detailed upon the as if gold boat as value is profound beneath the drowned town of love o yes first we sail later we will fix the broken bridge as your eyes and my eyes need the sea and I need the your colour of the eyes my white angel love and the birds flew in circles above us so in beauty of this city in a city of black angels
So we sailed through the forest the water is so clean and dusty air as if summer came back and the night is so too far still o
the upon angels fly in white birds are singing but his strong hands that rule the directions makes the birds sing of the falling stars o love we will wait until the sunset love love me so how to get out from this nature cell the beauty that kills you o and how beautiful velekaletna I love you…
and in my mind still this mirror of us holding bow together and standing in front of it and tears fall as oceans now I hear so magical so miracle kiss me here again…so beautiful is the river flow and now you imagine that moon light could land upon the day light will not be even more beauty how could you get tired of nature and great company
as if new dream would be a perfection because they say love could build the bridge but know where would be the perfect place to build it witch river or maybe even the sea who knows but would be nice if this would not fall anymore anymore…so blow wind the direction where the bridge will stay forever I love you wind and a bird flying above so deep in the clouds I love you…
I love you my symphony of rain and trees smiling by the river that we sail and sail all day…
He was writing something thinking as well of something no he did not look sad he looked profound and the slight rain fell and the rainbow was our new bridge for now…here no words needed but only love for every single thing around you my soldier….
We sailing through the rivers and your eyes blue like ryes flowers shine in the fields for me I smile for you my soldier you will save my soul my existence my lost imagination though only you could give more love in the forest around the forest now say to me a word
Where are we going maybe we should turn back because it is so difficult to stop this flow…
I said we should go back my heart ache form this beauty so peaceful here love…
Ok we going to another place where they waiting for us love…
So in another shore people where by the shore having a picnic with umbrellas from the autumn sun so much joy in the air he took my hand we entered the shore as if something of magic of unreal memento so he kisses me again I love to be with you we as if winged passes the horses we found two for us but I needed only one wind takes to more peace he said we going to meet his friends
Friends were lovely all good welcome made you feel safe and love this is merging eve drinking again champagne how amazing we fall upon the couch and laugh maybe we should go back and fix the bridge or maybe already fixed I presumed somebody fixed it as this was the only entrance to the palace he said more likely it is still in shatters and he threw the glass as it smashed upon the wooden floor so dangerous but shatters fell as if diamonds love me I though and I kissed he me and we laughed again when again somebody smashed the glass and we all laughed and danced by the music was playing in a beauty of ones soul…
Gild my tears of laughter perchance the ship to build in this big room as a decoration but more things to do before this so we run further the night o what a great night again stop me here but never stop yourself…,
Adorn my dance of life of this night avail the perpetuation transcendence of thoughts the simple thing could be gold we make it right the path to the ship and the stars above o light of given clouds imagine the moon is your candle but we merged and in to the cabin singing playing guitars o how is this joy to be fantastic of the river flow all is shaking as waters moving you faster of the perfect perfection o love I say say I love you…perchance the ship could take us even to the moon the amazing stars you could see from the cabin round window some of them look as if blue of colour some as if green o a moon light it is a perpetuation…oft I think of the morning oft I am too intense but nature and music helps me too long for the nigh when I am beside you I am free and your friends are mine
holy war might be the escape of the bleeding heart to reach the ocean and melt the guns…but tonight we talk less intense and this alight our minds in the moon light so move as the ship rock us upon the same river blue just like your eyes o just do no fight just think too…what great night again my soldier…
Laugh meaning so aching my little soul again it is good for you but some circumstances might lead you to cries even your love beside and friends dancing but still smile life if the beauty though I like the wonderful thing then in the party people come from nowhere no invitation and no forbidden word everyone is happy enjoying champagne talking and dancing peract the lovely opera sound and you near the point do not disavial me as I know I need to capture the understanding…though we are still dancing...and this is just like a game that bleeds souls and hearts but be strong wind and blow the rain of god but all guests are welcome I am calling you take a boat and reach our ship our love and the rain embrace of sound slight.. our rocking boat o I love this great night love love us….'